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Lazy to blog leeeeeee....

after 5 days working at expo... it was damn funny and we all ur damn punctual!!!!

hahaha esp me and hj... unlike sch days.. we nv late at all in the 5 days loh!!!!

pictures pictures.. still got to wait for doris to send.. all our cutie pictures ur there... muahahaa

the 5 days im jus eating more and more per day loh.. esp when all the uncles and aunties beside us are giving us food in exchange for drinks... wahahaa

Going to work in IMH... yea that siao hospital as pharmacy assistant... gt to wear white cloak and mask manzzz... lucky inside air-con ish cold.

Quite scaary there.. atmosphere. Perhaps im not used to it. But the wk pple there ur beri friendly! Timetable ur very flexible also. Can consider working during sch days also. No choice. Need to earn more money cz i spent a lot.



i was caught red-handed poisoning food!





the ayam gers sure look busy =p




As you can see, hj was jus plain hungry...






kiddy no1 in place... ta da...





Winners of cooking contest...

Jus Grab if ur face is inside! wahahaa

Try This!

Do not falters, trifles or caves in!

Was reading Winston Churchill book where i came upon this phrase that goes ...

"Courage is rightly considered the foremost of the virtues, for upon it all others depend..."

Was thinking to myself ... what set leader and follower apart?

The ability to articulate a vision to people ard him at ever higher-level?

Or courage to confront problems?

Guess two of these are neccessity by any chance ...

Many people are afraid to make hard choice. So do I. Many are afraid to make choices that deal with people in a clear, unequivocal and strightforward way. The fear of angry response, arguments and conflict often set a trigger in our mind to stop what we wanted to do. Aint it? Me too. I bet i need to develop more of it in myself by facing all fears... for if we do things that we fear, death of fear is certain? Isnt it? Well, i remember Emerson once says...

"Dont be afraid to make hard decision, especially with regard to people and expenses"

We must refuse to feel sry for ourselves. For that will smash the hell out of our ego. =p Neither lashing problems to someone else. Problems are a normal and natural part of busy life. Aint it? Jus take the crap responsibility for the situation and stay focused on the solutions. NOT problems. We will be happier in this way. And more successful. I bet =p

Alright... i shall get myself busy working on solutions to my problems and EVERYTH esp things that i couldnt change! This is fugly true ... isnt it. After yestd rejection of job, i went stright for a 8 laps run to lash the damnit frustration out. I wanted to believe there will be a much more better job in for me or i will make this term holiday a fruitful one. HoHo. Mending toes and heels. Lolx

A fruitful one ... yea. Saying is always easier than done. Met pet on the way hm yestd and she was urging me to continue my driving theory. Hahs. Beside getting enthu on running and my indian mission, by hook or crook, i am thinkin to learn a instrument in this holiday. To brush up a imperfection me. A music idiotic me. Be it any type of instrument. I heck ...

I was asked by peeps am i mugging for next sem? wahahas *roll eyes* It shall start someday. But not now. Cz if i make it starts, i shall make it continue. But I doubt it will start early. I still need to play >.<

I have run 3 times and tmr will the fourth time for this week only. *Nt counting last week* Muhahhah. I luving it. My stamina are getting better and i can feel it obviously. The breathing counts are improving so do timing. Though i still feasts on chocolates. muhahaha *kill all the chocolates-maker pls* Lolx

Going out l8ter. God damn i hate that place so muchie till i can blindfold myself and walk ard. But wad to do? I sound crude. Heck Manz. This is the real me. Real li wei. muhahhaaa. Okies. Dun think of it as problems! Think of the solns quick! =p

I like Indians

Feeling quite upset

... Had given my word for expo work. A good man will honour his word right?

Seeing em wearing helmet and riding bicycle... I seriously envy in heart. Dont luff

In that spilt of seconds, i was offered 2 choices again...

Either accept or reject it.

Choice lies with me again.

I seriously damnit prefer indians than china chinese

esp aft the memorable incident where they save me

and tday with directions to and fro ...

Dont be surprise if i fall for one next time =)

yea... silly me have reject a job in a reputable place ...

Just silly me ...

Wearing spike shoes running on normal ground isnt increasing my performance in any way. SJ was smart. One look know its a spike shoe. I cld run better on stadium ground compare to park track ...

Have taken out the spike and nw was thinking whether shld i bring the spike to the stadium and insert it back ... (my performance cld be improve much better with those spikes)

Yestd went bugis again... wib desiree, gillian, jx and e rest to some indonesian rest to eat. Food nice but drinks sucks. The avocado drink taste like raw stem & al of us only touch a bit >.< And we went to the dessert hse. Luckily theres some seat lef over ther ...


FootNote: I am tired~

Dramas

Have finished watchin 恶作剧2吻 and i no longer idolise wu zhun le. muhahaha Joe cheng is better!

Next will be 我的野蠻奶奶 <--- this is crappy funie

Felt some accomplishment where i managed to run 8 laps!!! This is double of the previous 4 laps i run till die. Stamina building up & i shall run morreeeee

My sis was practically jealous of me. She cant swim nor cycle. MUHAHAH. LOL. *evil again*

Was talking to her my plans since im able to do the above sports... and she jus keep quiet and said i did it on purpose as i kw she cant do both. *roll eyes* she PMS ah... dun care. Smart pple doesnt mean they will excel in watever right? *evil again*

Yestd saw a nice box on the way back hm and i jus brought it since jx bday is cuming. -.- *SiaNz* I will jus wrap up the box and say inside gt cake ba? obviously a lie... even pri sch student also wont fall for it haha~

Shld i really go n make it? *so-nt-my-style* zzzzz ~ i will jus buy sth to stuff it into the box and say the cake ingredients ran out cz of high flour price bah ... wahahahaha *i sound so evil again*

No news of job yet. ahhh.. dont giv a damn lar. No job No Job lo. wahahaa wont die right. After grad, gt plenty of time to work till die ah ... according to Lee Kuan Yew. haha~ Since the retirement age will be pushed even further in future and the law of re-hire old pple will be implemented in singapore law @ 2011 wahahhaa... how i kw all these? Its inside my Employment Relations essay lar. *winks*

SJ was telling me running result work best for 3 consecutive running days?? uhmmm .... =.=| *roll eyes*

Gg dw chinatown l8ter to meet my SIM peeps for KTV. wahooo~ haha @_@ sUcha a big crowd KTV-ing ish simply too *on ah*! wahahaha

SlackINg

See... im rotting whole day at home tday wahooo
but was out in the evening to eat out wib the whole family
Been months since i went out wib everyone =.= daMn guilty


Sis is preparing for her HK trip in early june ... great
and bro is gg wib his ODAC peeps ... great
my dad and mum is planning for taiwan trip in mid-june ... great
i am left to train myself up to get rid of baby fats ... great =.=

OK. This summer. (I mean hot season) i am going to tan myself to look like indian and hopefully cutting dw my diet. HaHa. The tanning like indian isnt going to be a easy mission ... hahaaa

Hve start my running plan these few days and it is working well for a starter. Hahs. Though i can only manage 4 crappy laps in stadium and pant like shit, but for a starter... i think its good. Going to continue this for the next one and a half month ... and TA... TA... hopefully all the baby fats on me can "WHOOSHHHHHH" disappear! I shall make use of my mum trimax belt and that power rider with the leg machine (duno wad the name le) to burn more of my FATSssss! then my indian mission will come in time where i will swim and cycle or tan in pools... muahhahaa.

k. So if im out of work. My "summer" plan will be this. ON ah!


I play viwawa til now a bit sian liao. Hahas. Next week from mon-wed gt KTV, dinner wib IMG, then EXPO briefing. Ughs . Only left thu and fri free. Wkend gg out wib sis/bro and cousins ... My running plan need to amend le manz. Think i must draft out a running schedule to make sure i run at least 4 times a week !!!!!

Footnote: I need draft a running schedule by tml!

Random-ness

OK. im damn happy. After heart attack, wrying then nw happie. im such a weird girl.

WIL results ish out. I am not disappointed with my grp performance since the proj was practically marked by 2 idiots who cheat our $$$. Everyone was unhappy abt the grades and seeing everyone being marked so low was so zzzzzz sianz!

I was telling ct and sh tday durin our lunch at Jack's place that if i score XXX, i will treat them a meal. I had said that with utmost confidence i wont be able to score XXX. And i am so confident i will nt get to treat them. Cn save my $$$ u kw. I am broke recently. But i guess i was wrong. Fate played me. (>.<)

Okies. I suddenly had a urge to take my cam to snap my portal result. haha. To snap a memory where i manage to get 3 HD in different component this sem. To snap as memory as this might be the last time. (chOy!)

Lucky my friend's leg was alright. Though it looked like a drumstick and fractured. But doc comment that it nearly hit the nerve was sucha a XXX. I really couldnt XXX what wld happen to her if it really hit her nerves. I think all of us will cry to death. Jus nw when we ur standing near the hospital door, i was already controlling my tears le. Hahs. Seeing her plight make me so XXX though she wasnt my one of my close friends ... ... (pray she recover fast~)

I am lazy to get out of my hse nw. Saw XXX msg & guess what. I dun feel like gg out. Seriously. I jus wanna nua and rot or get drunk at hm 4 this weekend. I do not want to have awarkard moments where i do not wish myself acting so strangly talking with XXX. OK! Its nt strange. Though we kw each other long long time, but i still think i am talking to a hi-bye friend. I think i am not getting used to all this. If only XXX is in our class, i think i wldnt felt this way. Somehow, i think theres a extreme gap between us & i am jus plain lazy to bridge it up, honestly. My bad. Its take two hand to clap & now i am lazy to clap. The ball had start rolling & i had lose enthu. I think it do sound bad right...suan le

My mind seem to be thinking of other stuffs...

Though i always force myself not to think abt it since then.... but it keep coming back...

what the hell can i do

Too Early

Going to have a run later since theres nutting to do.... J HAD been asking and asking me for milk marathon ... shld i go or nt? hahx. If only my lung can take it. WAHAHAHA~

Later evening gg orchard to cele bday... yea (hahaha) & tml will be gg out wib my poly peeps... friday wib sec sch peeps, sat rest and sun gg out wib myrtle and evening mother day lol... OMG...

This whole week... im gg out everyday except saturday! *_* *mY BOnes ur cRacking!*

Might be gg out next week for Kbox/Party world... im addicted to singing le.. all thanks to bla bla bla!

Next week, i shall watch a spectacular showdown between (enemy1 VS enemy2) wahahahh~ i think this wld be the best show i will get to see in this semester.... enemy1 crushin ememy2 down wib his power singing wahaha

Random

Bday matters had been resolving ard me these days. Sok bday is coming and i am thinking of getting her a decent treat or pressie. Only lovia support me. The rest of S6, i guess theres no one remembering it or borther abt it. Esther had been chiding me for being stupid to do so many things for pple despite the face these pple wont thanks me for it. Yesh, i know. I do know. Sok had drifted further n further away from us and the fact she even said things like .. she prefer her poly friends than us right in front of us once. The rest of S6 got pissed... guess i am only the one who still treasure her. Esther had reply me stright in my face she wont be sharing her present anymore and the rest did nothing... And the fact i dont even dare to tell them im now gg to give a treat to sok....

I think i must be very stupid. Stupid to treasure r/s a lot... Though friends come and go, i know! of cz! But still I wld like to make them happy.. at least during their bdays, if possible. As far as i can rem, i had been sharing and buying pressie every year to everyone bday whom i can rem w/o fail. Of cz, i am not the type who will take into account whether will i get back the same thing when its my turn. No point. I have even made effort to send bday wishes to "HI-BYE' friends every now and then though i didnt get any msg frm them when its mine day...... hahax. I dun mind lar. Thats y i say im stupid. People do take me for granted. I know. Some of my close friends had been telling me cz they cant bear to see all these happening and happening again. To the extent they had been telling me and i am close to my tears hahax... Of cz, i know they are telling me for my own good. I am jus a weakling.

I am currently not spree-ing and cutting down on eating cost... all becuz of bday shits... I dun even know those pple whom i had been giving pressie know this or nt. I am not rich nor working... but now i am cutting my own expenses becuz of their pressie. Damnit. Hahaa

Pardon me for ranting here. Jus felt a bit stupid y am i doing all these things. Dont count close friends... even friends that i had know for like less than 1 semester, i been sharing their present though i get nothing in return. I dun mind, frankly-speaking. i just wanna make them happy for that day....... seriously

Think abt it.... Do people who stick with you care abt you? Or do they did this just to get a companion? Do they cry in front of you or share ur woes? Do they initiate to do things such as celebrate ur bday when everyone is busy or plain lazy?

I credit "good friends" as pple who will gave you a phone call or good luck msg no matter how busy they are. Friends who will scold you for your own good. Friends who will understand and show empathy when you are doing wrong things. Friends who will re-arrange their appointment just to accomodate you. Friends who will gave their best to help you even if you didnt contact them for ages. Friends who will talk heart-to-heart with you w/o any motive. Friends who wont get angry with you even when they had brought a cake for you and yet you cldnt make it... Friends who will apologise when they are in a wrong. Friends who will pray for your well-being even when you are missing out...

Do you have such "good friends"?

I counted myself as lucky to have friends who had done all the above sweet stuffs. I will treasure them 4ever. I promise. Emo liao. haHs.

Complex Underdog

Talking abt dogs, im scare of big and ugly one. Yesh. Pretty nvm. Ugly is scary. Ugly and fierce is worst. I saw one in the lift.... with a rich tai tai. Initially, dont feel like taking it. But like nv giv face to her if i din take... so jus take lo. The most die in lift... hahaha LOLx

Had evening run with esther. Talk abt damn lots of things. Frm her NTU talk till our sec sch and my recent discovery, we jog and pant and chat. Feeling damnit Good. Sweat everyth out and put in new thing. =)

She gonna hav KTV wib her poly friends and i gg kepo join-in. Bored. Staying at home nursing my pimples isnt a way out. I need fresh air to nurse my pimples. Hahax... Most prob, i will grab her to intro me to her uni friends =p

Was chatting online wib hint hint... i will provide u advice till u get her.. k provided u pay me! muhahahaa

And Yeah, recently was listening to jazz songs... watever song that is jazz seem smoothing to me... its jus feel so exotic (exaggerated)

if u guys wanna 王若琳 new songs. Tell me... heex

Cheesy Mood

i am totally holiday mood nw. Post-syndrome. Woken up at 10+.

*WaSteD!*

think people must have been thinking i must have finish OT revision. Seriously no lol. I dun think i would care a damn on my performance for tml showdown. As far as concern, tml jus do watever crap i can and its HOLIDAY!!!! wahahaha

Info tech chapt sucks and i am going to skip this chapt. Left 5 option of MCQs for me to tackle. Info tech chapt simply cannt get into my brain & in order to save my brain from malfunctioning, its good to skip. Gd for Health! wahhaaaa

My parent rm is jus too *appealing* to me. Their air-con there is the strongest! wOot. More stronger than mine and sis bedrm. I am going to take a sinful nap l8ter inside. hahahaa *simply unresistable* i LOVE the invention of air-conditioning. Whoever who invent this will go heaven when he die! wahahaha. i nv curse lol k. Jus praying for his safe-being in his afterlife =)

The rest of the chapt if u ask me, i only read once thru lol. And i gt a strong instinct i am just going to throw in wat i can rem into the test for tmr *PraY for Me Pls*

I have absolute confidence in our OT proj for a credit at least lar. So calculated combined with my mid-term test, i jus need a pass tmr and is sufficient to pass overall with a credit. If miracle then Distinction lol. Only if miracle.

Feel like singing a song that goes...
"im a slacker... being a slacker is fun... jus eat.. jus shop.. jus enjoy.. jus do watever u want la la la (Repeat 5X)"