Random-ness

OK. im damn happy. After heart attack, wrying then nw happie. im such a weird girl.

WIL results ish out. I am not disappointed with my grp performance since the proj was practically marked by 2 idiots who cheat our $$$. Everyone was unhappy abt the grades and seeing everyone being marked so low was so zzzzzz sianz!

I was telling ct and sh tday durin our lunch at Jack's place that if i score XXX, i will treat them a meal. I had said that with utmost confidence i wont be able to score XXX. And i am so confident i will nt get to treat them. Cn save my $$$ u kw. I am broke recently. But i guess i was wrong. Fate played me. (>.<)

Okies. I suddenly had a urge to take my cam to snap my portal result. haha. To snap a memory where i manage to get 3 HD in different component this sem. To snap as memory as this might be the last time. (chOy!)

Lucky my friend's leg was alright. Though it looked like a drumstick and fractured. But doc comment that it nearly hit the nerve was sucha a XXX. I really couldnt XXX what wld happen to her if it really hit her nerves. I think all of us will cry to death. Jus nw when we ur standing near the hospital door, i was already controlling my tears le. Hahs. Seeing her plight make me so XXX though she wasnt my one of my close friends ... ... (pray she recover fast~)

I am lazy to get out of my hse nw. Saw XXX msg & guess what. I dun feel like gg out. Seriously. I jus wanna nua and rot or get drunk at hm 4 this weekend. I do not want to have awarkard moments where i do not wish myself acting so strangly talking with XXX. OK! Its nt strange. Though we kw each other long long time, but i still think i am talking to a hi-bye friend. I think i am not getting used to all this. If only XXX is in our class, i think i wldnt felt this way. Somehow, i think theres a extreme gap between us & i am jus plain lazy to bridge it up, honestly. My bad. Its take two hand to clap & now i am lazy to clap. The ball had start rolling & i had lose enthu. I think it do sound bad right...suan le

My mind seem to be thinking of other stuffs...

Though i always force myself not to think abt it since then.... but it keep coming back...

what the hell can i do