nameless post as suggested

i doesnt know when it got started... i had developed the feeling of getting used to it

looking forward every morning

reaching office...

happily opening door to catch a glimpse

last time i will be always looking out for boss

this time round isn't for him anymore

started to say "Hi" and "Gd Morning" easily after i got my comp rebooted

and surprisingly i found myself smiling more often to myself

or even luffing crazily at my own conv window

i know that's absolute weird, weird

the way how my shift hrs run make me feel depressed and sucky more

but @ the same time, i am finding myself getting a bit silly on and off

silly and ridiculous on what im trying to do

but it will end very soon.... very soon

everything will be back to the same

everyone will go back to where they belong, including me

sometimes i cant help but feeling pity for myself

self-pity?

that's depressing isn't it?

i don't intend to make it known to anyone

not even her or him or them or anyone

it shall be mine to keep, at least for now

I can say I'm feeling happier somehow or rather for the past few weeks

there's a saying, when things are gone... u will realize its value...

a bit upsetting but there's nothing i could do

if i do something, that would be me being the ridiculous one

i guess i will let it be a delightful encounter...