Saturday, May 15, 2010

nameless entry


wkend bells ringing again!!!!

yeahhh... later will be gg out

before anyth, i guess i need to post sth here...

i think theres no true ideal job in this world

Y ley? coz I used to think I must find a job which I have interest in.

but realised it might not be entirely true because my interest may not be my strength and in the end I may start hating my interest as well

that's the scary part isn't it?

although im truly not happy and feel so stressed out now

I think i should challenge myself for a longer period, I never know

just received my name card yest...

i kw its pretty late for me who had already work more than 6mths

and the title thingy doesn't seem so glamorous

and i hate to admit this to myself looking at my name card made me kind of depressed

apart from the coy name

so i just tell myself don't be bother with it too much either

at least i'm fetching a decent pay home every mth

be contented!!!

1 of my colleague telling me to rise the ladder and salary scale

another telling me to heck care in job since we are only getting fixed salary every mth

in terms of colleagues and leisure talking, the 2nd one might be talking sense

but looking from another perspective, i hate to admit he really deserves to be only a small AM although he work for like 7 yrs already

if i were him, its either i ran off long long ago or shld have rise more than that

there's no right or wrong ba

interns are coming and just as what i expected, no1 had the time to teach them, let alone bother to talk to THEM. *rolls eyes*

but i find myself squeezing time to self-intro to them lar... =X seeing them so pathetic is like looking at me in the past

i'm assigned to teach one of them. my intern frm SMU looked cute and shy, but i felt i'm kinda 'old' as compare to him

but anyway, its a eye candy to add into this stressful dept

heard my broker colleagues joking about i am interested in 'fresh meat'

and giving me those 'looks'

i don't give a damn too. hah anyways, its just office crapping

but i'm secretly thinking to myself i m lucky not to take the 2nd intern ...

always talk as if his dad owns the road

pathetic looks + arrogant pea brain

luckily hes not under my care. HA~ (one little thing to be glad about)

i was like seriously thinking to myself...

handling my work independently already formed a level of stress

having to cover my mentor duties while shes away one level up

To top it off brilliantly, i still need to babysit 1 intern

plus my PC was like "computer of the year" which cannot run more than 3 or 4 large programs at one time

i just hope i won't end up with lots of negative vibes

I even feel nauseous thinking about it...

heck... just enjoy my precious wkend for once!!!


3 comments:

E.H said...

yup... hang on! dats the way of life!

Ling said...

yupppzzz

HL said...

JIA YOU!