NameKess

i'm starting to get sway

my beliefs and philosophy

somehow, i hate my job

but not to the extent i will throw up and cry JESUS

somehow, i loathe what im doing everyday

but not to the extent of sobbing and complaining aloud

somehow, i am thinking of quitting

but not to the extent of really quitting .. u know.. just thinking

something still lingers in me....

the experience, the money, the exposure, the benefits

grrrrrrrr~~~~

everytime when i feel so stressed up, one thought of having a stable flow of $$$ NV fail to delight and satisfy me ~

is that normal?!?

perhaps i am a worshiper of money?!?!

i don't think i am this money gobbler to this extent?!

but anyway, though today can be considered the worst day of the week

i am glad my mentor is with me,

pretty weird aint it? when i hate her so much in my previous entry....

cursing her, sceaming at her....

yet i appreciate her now?!

things ur just so contradictory and complicated ...

but something amazing happening today!

heard a familiar voice ~ though i couldn't recognize in the 1st place

shhhh~ ha-has