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its sun again... half happi half rotting and a bit not looking 4ward to tml ~~~~ lol

i still dun regret making this decision e other time when i jump frm my official first company to present nw ~~~~~

my heart had slowly bit by bit commiting to the fate where everyth and every1 is fast paced and competitive.... survival of the fittest ~~~~

altho im duper stress-up and frustrated nowadays as my big boss n supervisor been piling/overloading/stressing outta the hell of me..... + the 'multi-task' buzzing word which they always gave keep pissing me off....

, i still can't deny the fact at least i kw i started to have that tiny bit of worth in their eyes and there might be possibilities of rewards if i can cross the sea safely...

altho im flare up with nasty clients who cn jus saddened my entire day by hurling sarcastic remarks in all shapes and sizes...

, i still can't deny i still had some friendly and kind clients who can make my day.......

altho im always mentally drained at the end of the day (*sighing and looking at the ceiling*)....

, i still can't deny the fact i knew i'm the envy of some pples (sis friends etc) ard me + i can see frm my mum eyes she is pining high hopes on me 4 the ist time...

altho im getting stingy and stuffs + unavoidable seemingly trying to save as much penny as possible....

, i still can't deny the fact im hoping to realize my wants (get a car etc) in future down the road....

altho im typing all this with heavy thoughts on my mind.....

, i still can't deny my hands ur itchy to end this entry fast and grab some tidbits to munch on =p ........

Cya peepssss~~~~