wkends

finally its saturday~! wkends reallie came far too slow~!

while im @ work, my emotions ur like riding roller coaster...

v. stress up, nervous and anxious in everything i do. Let me tell U, I can even shake physically. sense no confidence at all.

i felt im being constantly pushed to my limit everyday N constantly feeling damn helpless~

sometimes i can even pondered to myself if this is the right job for me... but sometimes i would think it can be a good exp for me...

There will b complicated cases everyday, different Q&A n new things for me....

sometimes i realli wish reallie wish they could reallie let this poor girl to rest for a while to digest before throwing more and more ~

my supervisor and mentor basically walk the same direction n maybe others too? idk

blame it on me~ im still unfamilar with the platform.... plus i can feel xtreme pressure to learn fast cz training period would soon be over~

if die, die lorrr... my last resort ... let nature take its course...