Troubles Brewing

Guess most of my friends ard me shld have know this ...

im once being placed into a hot soup again!!! Indecisive me went ard seeking for opinions frm everyone!!! But after hearing all the comments and opinions made... decision still lies in me eventually, am i right to say that???

Talking to my mum and sis at least made me feel a bit settled. My pa ur basically useless. In his eyes, only "money" matters the most. So conclusion, i still had to make my own decision.

$2k compensation isnt a small amount... althoug it isnt a very super huge amount as well.

but these $2k compensation will be equivalent to me working FOC for a mth plus still gt to fork out money to pay for all the transport and food within this 1 mth!!!

I had been thinking a lot these few days....!!! Who says interest doesnt matters? who says money doesnt matter? Actually, i had been feeling sort of guilty towards my current co. However, until now... somehow i still couldnt paint a picture of me succeeding in the shipping line? Maybe its still early to say that?! Or is it because in the first place... this is not what i wanted???

I don't even had the answers for all the above. That's how sickening and confusing i felt! *roll eyes* I don't even know what i want???

There's a high possibility in my heart i might be settling to jump ship next mth. Since the securities is quite willing to wait for me to join them...
(actually im quite shock they ur willing to wait)

Job scope wise, i will be utilizing my IT skills as well as communication and investment skills... since im under the bank securities firm, not the bank itself. Backroom office job. Pay is good but gt to work in the US/UK time. However, this can be a gd chance for me to curve a career in the banking and finance sectors ?!

EndNote: I miss school~