TIRED

Sometimes, i do feel im getting old?! Times when i started panting and sweating after running across several STREETS. Times when looking at the way how kids behave on trains.

went for 2 'prospect places' tday where one of which ur hiring one out of <10?! another hiring 2 for consecutive 2 weeks. trust me, ur heart will sink somehow. this is how bad the market is.

little did i know how much % of possibilities i gotten, but its nice exposure for me. anyway, pretty satisfied by my improved confidence on handling such situations. Perhaps, its the teaching exposure that got into me. making me more mature in some ways?!?!

One of em asked me this strange qn, "Do you have a bf?" I am pretty surprised i reply it stright and direct with a satisfied answer "NO", w/o any single thoughts running in my mind.

While all my girlfriends seem to be.. in some way... dealing or into some/complicated r/s ... I am basically feeling EMOTIONLESS abt all these. Am i normal?!

Nv realise until tday, i had been feeling very .. (i emphasise) VERY emotionless abt all this stuffs for a VERY long period.

Am i normal?!

i am the sort who will put all my heart and soul to chase dreams, goals, interests & monetary satisfaction?!?!

Maybe...

i yearn to find satisfaction and meaning in life...

when we ur still young

Doing stuffs we like...

Chasing all the dreams we had in mind...

Never allow ourselves to feel regret in future...

Doing what we cant do when we turned old next time...

I can foresee 23 and 32 will be totally completely different

.... 23. Not a desirable number but yet a youthful symbolic right now?! =)



EndNote: Chase all dreams, be it big or small