growing up

after wakin up aft a bad nite sleep (with dreams of muggin again), suddenly came to realise sth significant and wanna blog it down. Jus in case when i grow old next time and all my sentimental had gone old and rotten. hah

after everyth and everth and all wat is happenin, theres no denial i had grow up. To be indep each day and learn every new things everyda. away from the past shy stupid girl that pple cld gladly make use of.... to one who know how to think wisely and practice self-awareness? everyone do grow up. its part and pacels. no one is gg to sit still and wait for money to drop down? Neither do one can think of the world as a beautiful and fantastic place where everyone is kind and warmth. Enjoy the life ya... we had.. for we wont know when we will pass away. >.<>

I have tell myself to stop reading all the chinese newspaper! cz every single page of articles ur jus stating how bad singaporean can be. Murder , rape or exposure cases everyday. Its kinda absurd how everyday now and then... so many things ur happenin ard us w/o us knowin...

will be plannin for other holiday trip other than the one my parents ur plannin. Sometimes i really wish i can migrate elsewhere? living at new zealand is not a bad choice afterall. green grass everywhere with cows grazing around u. Gt the picture? so wonderful! if given the chance to either migrate or work abroad. i will definitely take up the offer with no delay. My sis had also gt my idea and she think likewise too. =)

Singapore is becuming more and more mundane and boring plus superficial and kiasu everyda! ok. back to my planned trips. the holidays planned for this sem was pleasantly for me. a present i wld give myself in reward to what i have suffer internally for all these mugging~

moreover... suddenly i had this quote in my mind. "not together, not forever, definitely not happily ever after?!?!" wonder where on earth i had heard it! dont get me wrong! im neither depress nor thinking sth negative? Been thinking these quote might be best to reject watever "bad" things? find it pointless to mask and act apologisely where the heart had tell u its a "reject good" ... cold and hard. gd for health

time to get back to my books and i totally loathe it! seriously, who like to study?! all of us study for the sake of getting a gd job, gd pay, gd money, gd prospect and certainly hefty sum of money for retirement at late age where we can use to enjoy life or show off right. alright.. now im back at this practical world again.

wishin i can go away for a break soon~ old - inside~ *its past tense