Do not falters, trifles or caves in!

Was reading Winston Churchill book where i came upon this phrase that goes ...

"Courage is rightly considered the foremost of the virtues, for upon it all others depend..."

Was thinking to myself ... what set leader and follower apart?

The ability to articulate a vision to people ard him at ever higher-level?

Or courage to confront problems?

Guess two of these are neccessity by any chance ...

Many people are afraid to make hard choice. So do I. Many are afraid to make choices that deal with people in a clear, unequivocal and strightforward way. The fear of angry response, arguments and conflict often set a trigger in our mind to stop what we wanted to do. Aint it? Me too. I bet i need to develop more of it in myself by facing all fears... for if we do things that we fear, death of fear is certain? Isnt it? Well, i remember Emerson once says...

"Dont be afraid to make hard decision, especially with regard to people and expenses"

We must refuse to feel sry for ourselves. For that will smash the hell out of our ego. =p Neither lashing problems to someone else. Problems are a normal and natural part of busy life. Aint it? Jus take the crap responsibility for the situation and stay focused on the solutions. NOT problems. We will be happier in this way. And more successful. I bet =p

Alright... i shall get myself busy working on solutions to my problems and EVERYTH esp things that i couldnt change! This is fugly true ... isnt it. After yestd rejection of job, i went stright for a 8 laps run to lash the damnit frustration out. I wanted to believe there will be a much more better job in for me or i will make this term holiday a fruitful one. HoHo. Mending toes and heels. Lolx

A fruitful one ... yea. Saying is always easier than done. Met pet on the way hm yestd and she was urging me to continue my driving theory. Hahs. Beside getting enthu on running and my indian mission, by hook or crook, i am thinkin to learn a instrument in this holiday. To brush up a imperfection me. A music idiotic me. Be it any type of instrument. I heck ...

I was asked by peeps am i mugging for next sem? wahahas *roll eyes* It shall start someday. But not now. Cz if i make it starts, i shall make it continue. But I doubt it will start early. I still need to play >.<

I have run 3 times and tmr will the fourth time for this week only. *Nt counting last week* Muhahhah. I luving it. My stamina are getting better and i can feel it obviously. The breathing counts are improving so do timing. Though i still feasts on chocolates. muhahaha *kill all the chocolates-maker pls* Lolx

Going out l8ter. God damn i hate that place so muchie till i can blindfold myself and walk ard. But wad to do? I sound crude. Heck Manz. This is the real me. Real li wei. muhahhaaa. Okies. Dun think of it as problems! Think of the solns quick! =p