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its sun again... half happi half rotting and a bit not looking 4ward to tml ~~~~ lol

i still dun regret making this decision e other time when i jump frm my official first company to present nw ~~~~~

my heart had slowly bit by bit commiting to the fate where everyth and every1 is fast paced and competitive.... survival of the fittest ~~~~

altho im duper stress-up and frustrated nowadays as my big boss n supervisor been piling/overloading/stressing outta the hell of me..... + the 'multi-task' buzzing word which they always gave keep pissing me off....

, i still can't deny the fact at least i kw i started to have that tiny bit of worth in their eyes and there might be possibilities of rewards if i can cross the sea safely...

altho im flare up with nasty clients who cn jus saddened my entire day by hurling sarcastic remarks in all shapes and sizes...

, i still can't deny i still had some friendly and kind clients who can make my day.......

altho im always mentally drained at the end of the day (*sighing and looking at the ceiling*)....

, i still can't deny the fact i knew i'm the envy of some pples (sis friends etc) ard me + i can see frm my mum eyes she is pining high hopes on me 4 the ist time...

altho im getting stingy and stuffs + unavoidable seemingly trying to save as much penny as possible....

, i still can't deny the fact im hoping to realize my wants (get a car etc) in future down the road....

altho im typing all this with heavy thoughts on my mind.....

, i still can't deny my hands ur itchy to end this entry fast and grab some tidbits to munch on =p ........

Cya peepssss~~~~

e start of bullrun... work is piling like hell....

no job also stress~ gt job also stress....

I've been asked recently.... to handle handover frm one of my dear senior who ur moving forward to handle new projects...

By right, I shldnt be the one taking over her but then.... i dunch kw why it just happened to be me, instead of others ?!

thanks to a couple of my dear peeps who had encourage me ever since last wk as i had been bombing em with depressing SMS lately...

CNY cuming and i was like O wells... i've gt to slog in office too~~

lalalalalala~~~~

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mine ist time bloggin in office... with the presence of big boss sitting in front... *tryin to get this done asap hehe*

tmr he and one of our trader will be away for bbk biz trip....

but actually... office without/with him doesnt make a diff at all~~~~~

im equally stressed-up... =.=

as for today... kind-of committed 2 mistakes and was chided by my mentor... duhhhhh~!

i mus try nt to b so forgetful~~~~~~

CNY is cuming & today we ur deco-ing our office and tsk tsk... now there ur more than 10 'tigers' in my office...

there ur a comp gg on org by my co right now... (if u curious.. cn check out our website)....

this jus add on to our daily workload... *doo... doo... doo... feeling sick*

hope headcount cn increase sooner ~~~~~~~

Chill gurl.................

just woke up from my sleep.. been sleeping all day todayyy~~~~~~~~~

i guess my body ur tired~~~~~~~

feel so much better nw =)

i was putting on mask this afternn and unknowingly fall asleep till dinner time @_@

went subscribe SCV =)

yestd during lunch hr, pass by Raffles X-change and saw all denim jeans~~~~~ *been quite long i ever brought jeans*

i m thinking all my jeans ur a bit *loose* ?! im like thinking .... why nt jus buy even if im gonna wear it only once a week?

hurriedly rush in/out changing rm. After returning office on time, i suddn feel a sense of victory?! lolxxx~~~~~

o yea... sth gd finally. Big boss told me explicitly hes apparently pleased with me and Eric (another colleague whom joined in together with me) ... and hes gonna convert both of us to perm officially before CNY so that we cn enjoy the perks of what perm staff enjoy?!

i went blank again and ''oh ok'' ?!~~~~~~

i feel my learning curve is getting steeper lately .... hopefully.... i cld survive.... (*ha*)~~~~~

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Dear posty... jus wanna make a quicky posty here before i get my butt onto the bed...

well... im so sry to my gurls whom i guess... had been happily chatting tgt somewhere~ awwww

i dont think im in a gd shape to meet em anyway... the fever jus wont go away~

yestd in office wasnt my day... its kinda a long story started off with my dear cs colleagues giving

wrong information and me landed in a 1hr shit being maligned in a wrong way in front of 'quite a big crowd of pple'.

i knew deep down it was quite absurd but guess what... i can't believe me breaking down in the

toilet...Yucks!!~

sometimes i jus wish i cld be more resistance towards clients' request and complaints...

but jesus christ.. the entire dramatic case was thankfully closed. Tho my supervisor was telling me i could treat it as a lesson learnt.... i knew there will be plenty of emails and sparking gg behind my back~~~~~~

i will have to tell myself i need to be mre stronger and enduring~!

its quite a 'in-digestive post' isnt it? =)

back to bed again

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dear posty.. i seem to be getting little treats on and off... *gleaming wib joy*

big boss unwrapped his two hampers (given by other companies) & distribute out to all of us =))

i gt myself 3 chocolate statues (nt sure what's the exact term for it), one box of ceylon tea (nt sure what's this too...), one gigantic bag of prawn crackers (everyone loves pushing high calories food to me!!!!!!), one box of Christmas shortbread (nt sure what's this too...), one box of nougats and one box of strawberry chocolates. Very auntie right?

but since every1 in my dept loves pushing food to me.... im more than happy to take all... muhahaha~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my folks @ home ur even happier than me... food that i brought back seem to disappear fast even before i had the time to taste it.... HAHA~ as usual..

hope tml will be a better day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

all my friends will receive many pleasant surprises @ work too =)

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As usual, dear posty... tday is another tired day~ no more festive mood... trad vol had increased significantly...

boss finally talk to me... in a quiet tone... asking me am i interested to be converted to perm officially ~~~~~~ as u all kw... im still blinded with contract....

immm pretty stunned by his sudden approach and unexpectedly.... i gave a rather 50-50 answer... my response went like - "im happy at what im doing...." continue with "for the time being...." and i ended with "you can go ahead....."

felt like a totally complete idiot after he walked away w/o saying anything >.<

wonders what will he think??????
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2010 resolution

1) Same as XT, save a lot a lot of $$$ (i must really cut down on spending! Spent too much lately)
2) Earn as much as possible!!! (... jus in case i cant be taitai in future =p)
3) Keep myself as happy as possible during work!!! (kinda hard~)
4) Pink Health and in gd shape !!!
5) Get myself some saving and insurance plans (i don't have any at present lol)
6) Widen up my social circle!!!
7) Slim down by another 3-4kg w/o torturing myself =p
8) Travel to Macau and Taiwan in 2010 !

2010 Year Of Tiger

Loves tiger... tiger... tiger...

definitely it will b a gd year compare to cow!!! (cz its my yr? =)) kinda sounds old here!)

i finally manage to drag myself out of bed after a few hrs of napping!!!!!

me never had the habit of napping in the afternn unless im real shag like hell or tired like pig!

went home tday morn after returning frm our countdown gathering @ hotel re. @_@

very boutique-looking (it looked a bit like baiyoke in BK), and the big park outside the hotel best!!! v. spooky looking if u tried to walk thru ard 2am++ at night

T___T

tml saturday! woohooooo~!

the day of shopping =)

Look below~! ISNT he sexy-deliciouss cutie pie?




















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