Finally An Entry Here =)

tday, one of my male colleague suddenly asked me ... "Do you think gers mind their guys earning lesser than them?" I pondered before replying, "I don't mind" ......

Hah. That colleague of mine actually gave me a smirk saying,"wah! so good ah?!"....

Am i so bad?!?! LOLx hahahaha

anyway, thanks to his entertainment, and my peeps over MSN =)), i manage to steer myself away from boredom in the freezing office. I freeze everyday from the start of day one of work. And some of my colleagues ur asking me wad type of winter clothes i prefer. They plan to give me as my bday pressie next yr. -___-

During lunch, this colleague of mine, Mr A is telling another, lets named it Mr B... im leaving soon. Mr B just stoned all e way while me and Mr A ur luffing so hard in his face. *guilty~* hahaha

Thereafter, Mr A went on to suggest hes gg to intro some guys to me... (100% no-no-no). As usual, all this formed part of our discussion over lunch.

Hopefully, i could find some good colleagues in my coming new job...

and thanks to my lunch khaki... time passes faster =)

Had brought 봉투, and the tender letter is finally out =)

thanks god, there's still enuff ink cartridge for me to print...

kinda stress on how to present it in a graceful way?!

im both looking forward and not looking 4ward to this friday~! >,< 16 sample photos frm the studio !!! and cant help grinning i looked quite ok in most of the shots! Wahahaha!!! Except one which im prouting. LOL!!! had selected 1 individual and 1 family shots to be framed on the wall =))) but only can collect it ard Nov. *rolls eyes*

Everyone was saying i looked VERY different in the photos... very nt me! -.-|

i shall nt comment whether is it gd or bad~! cz even me myself is a bit speechless~ @_@

All thanks to the heavy makeup the studio pple make me put up! My eyes ur kena overly-smoky. And my face a bit too white ley! YwYww! but im really extremely and super excited tml is a ph! Never realise ph is such a wonderful blessing when im back in school last time!!!

After working for 1 wk plus... i still dont look 4ward to it. *siansss* Altho pple might be thinking im paid to do nth.... however, theres alwys some silent stress residing. To some point of time, i wld feel so bored to MSN pple even i know the GM is seated right behind me!!! Sometimes feeling so extra despite having a very strong urge to do sth. But i knew i wasnt really ready. As in, i still feel like im a piece of rawly-caught sushima. Nt yet sliced! Nt yet seasoned! If this raw sushima are to go out and command some ships.... the ships ur bound to collaspe or cargoes ur bound to disappear!

silent stress, i shall called it. Watever. *sobz sobz* Cant help every1 in the office so busy and me sitting there so bored. GM eyes seems to be on me all the times... and when i felt theres a need for me to do sth to X-ray her eyes, theres nth for me to do. Stress in a way~ u can say it.

Nw that im gg to throw letter, perhaps no1 in the company will even borther abt it ?! My mgr jus gt from overseas trip last friday and im actually v. shocked to find him smoking HEAVILY ard the lift lobby when i gt out to the restroom. Those puffing and enjoying look. Duhsssss~!

Its strange whenever i see some1 smoking, be it whoeverrrrrr.... i mean even best friends.... my impression of that particular person confirm will be spoiled. Maybe thats my own very little perceptionsss which i still find it hard to accept. Anyways...tday found a few of my colleagues requesting me to add them to my fb... im totally lost. whether to accept request or not, since i am planning to leave them soonnnnn. *so guilty*

1 more day for us to enjoy!!! 안녕!!! =)

v................. sleepy

today finally..... im kept busy with work...!!! =) I like it! Time pass faster!

however, theres' lots of commotions gg on lately almost everyday

all the vessel probs, containers delay, cranes breakdown, workers unhappy, customer complain etc etc and etc.... never-ending~!

i was quite startled when i heard our gm went "fXXX u" on one of e op managers. so scaryyyy

i really salute those working in the vessel operation .... the stress i mean... i can slowly feel it now. Its so real and horrific! LOLx

thog i will be leaving the co sooner or later, i had tried almost everyday to enjoy myself ... but somehow, i jus dont like it.. awww

i kinda of pity my colleague mgr , seeing her getting screamed almost every 2 days... They are seated right beside me lor! Imagine the gm started screaming at you after your fellow indo workers screwed up their vessel schedules and u had to be responsible for EVERYTH.

tday, she was being scolded with words like "how come until now... u still cant control the people?!" DAMN demoralising to me !!!.. especially a freshies!!! i was thinking... how am i gg to settle all these probs in future when even the mgrs cant even handle it. >.<

all the while during those arguements and explainations, i pretended im busy... just staring at my comp, stare and stare...!!!!

how to watch all this manzz..when its like right in front of me?!

i came to realise... this is the real world where we need to conquer!

tml friday! i've been looking forward since monday. wahahahaa

uhmmm.. tml boss will be giving the whole co lunch treat at dunno-which resturant @ clarke quay. Sounds gd right? hahaaaa~ i will be looking forward to this lunch treat cz i doubt it will be only one hr... usually this will last ard 2 1/2 hr am i right... hehe!!!! can eat snake liao =P

EndNote: peace in every working days...

I sign le! =) Finally!!! i make my decision at last!!!

Went down to sign contract with OCBC and gt stuck at the security guard there....

Maybe i looked damn cui after running in the rain lar... dat indian man die die dont allow me to go up..

and so lucky... met lao pa there. hahahaaa~! and thanks to him, i can get rid of that security guard~ "sigh"

This is just the starting... there is 2 rounds of medical checkup for me... 1 at the OCBC building itself and the other at SATA...

After all these, i still had to settle things with my current co in a graceful way.... jus hope there aint any hard feelings during the process...

Plan to submit my resignation next week or the week after next... cz i will need to serve 2 wks of notice....

I really hope everyth will turn out fine... includ the agent' compensation which i need to make.

Just my luck

anywa, heres e job scope for my new found job =)

- managing both inter/external clients call and emails relating to OCBC Online trading system
- assist Clients on foreign mtks online trading
- provide support to online trading activities
- managing various online trading system functionalities (foreign stock code mgt... sounds so foreign to me!!!!)
- testing of online applications before deployment

My ist day will be reporting at 8.30am. Damn early... There will be 1mth training so.... on and off... heard there will be rotation so i wont be working at night all the way... =)

so drained! SLEEPPPPPPP

EndNote: I hope i make the right choice.

Troubles Brewing

Guess most of my friends ard me shld have know this ...

im once being placed into a hot soup again!!! Indecisive me went ard seeking for opinions frm everyone!!! But after hearing all the comments and opinions made... decision still lies in me eventually, am i right to say that???

Talking to my mum and sis at least made me feel a bit settled. My pa ur basically useless. In his eyes, only "money" matters the most. So conclusion, i still had to make my own decision.

$2k compensation isnt a small amount... althoug it isnt a very super huge amount as well.

but these $2k compensation will be equivalent to me working FOC for a mth plus still gt to fork out money to pay for all the transport and food within this 1 mth!!!

I had been thinking a lot these few days....!!! Who says interest doesnt matters? who says money doesnt matter? Actually, i had been feeling sort of guilty towards my current co. However, until now... somehow i still couldnt paint a picture of me succeeding in the shipping line? Maybe its still early to say that?! Or is it because in the first place... this is not what i wanted???

I don't even had the answers for all the above. That's how sickening and confusing i felt! *roll eyes* I don't even know what i want???

There's a high possibility in my heart i might be settling to jump ship next mth. Since the securities is quite willing to wait for me to join them...
(actually im quite shock they ur willing to wait)

Job scope wise, i will be utilizing my IT skills as well as communication and investment skills... since im under the bank securities firm, not the bank itself. Backroom office job. Pay is good but gt to work in the US/UK time. However, this can be a gd chance for me to curve a career in the banking and finance sectors ?!

EndNote: I miss school~

고맙다

I am 고맙다... =)

tday is the 2nd day of Sept holiday! and im sleeping everyday slacking ard...

jus rec my pay frm MOE tday... HAPPY

gt a job offer frm a shipping company at suntec... HAPPY

yepsss... i will be reporting to work tml!!! >.< (damn fast!)

basically, its a shipping company and my post is going to be Operation Executive. Sounds pretty normal!!

if I am nt wrong, my job scope will be dealing wib shipping documentations and operations... which i know nuts abt it!

this job offer came to me in the morning as a totally surprise THING as i wasnt really pending any hopes on it!

According to the agent, they ur hiring 2 out of 10. im finally getting some luck after so long!

the benefits and details wasnt very sure yet! but i hope it will be a nt bad one! (hope so)
finally gg to embark on my officially ist job in a industry which i nv thought of it.

O yea... at the same time, i am gg to reject one mtk position interview from the IR... hmmp

i had been thinking for 2hrs le.... quite sad i gt to reject that IR interview... but my current job offer seem to be better in many aspect. sigh~~

alrites... from tml onwards, im going to be a OL. DUHS

no more kids, no more reccess, no more classes...................

SS501 HERE I COME!!! TDAY THEY UR IN THE NEWSPAPER SAYING THEY WILL BE HOLDING THEIR IST CONCERT IN SG NEAR CHRISTMAS END OF THIS YEAR

6 Sept - [Info] Hyunjoong Leader is no.3 of idol group member that Korean wants to be stranded with !

(source is NATE)

Korea online store ‘YES24‘ with movie ‘Love Wrecked‘ recently held an online survey with the question:

“Which idol group member that you want to be stranded with?”

The survey conducted within the period of Aug 24-31,2009, and the result is as follow :

1. 2PM Nichkhun (45%)
2. Big Bang Kwon Jiyoung aka G-Dragon (25%)
3. SS501 Kim Hyunjoong (12%)
4. Super Junior Leeteuk (10%)
5. SHINee Jonghyeon (8%)

Movie ‘Love Wrecked‘ is an adventurous romantic comedy about a girl getting stranded with a rock idol on a beach in the Caribbean.

Haha Leader is no.3 !

Who wud refuse to be stranded with him since he has everything <3

(Its damn hilarious here =))

TIRED

Sometimes, i do feel im getting old?! Times when i started panting and sweating after running across several STREETS. Times when looking at the way how kids behave on trains.

went for 2 'prospect places' tday where one of which ur hiring one out of <10?! another hiring 2 for consecutive 2 weeks. trust me, ur heart will sink somehow. this is how bad the market is.

little did i know how much % of possibilities i gotten, but its nice exposure for me. anyway, pretty satisfied by my improved confidence on handling such situations. Perhaps, its the teaching exposure that got into me. making me more mature in some ways?!?!

One of em asked me this strange qn, "Do you have a bf?" I am pretty surprised i reply it stright and direct with a satisfied answer "NO", w/o any single thoughts running in my mind.

While all my girlfriends seem to be.. in some way... dealing or into some/complicated r/s ... I am basically feeling EMOTIONLESS abt all these. Am i normal?!

Nv realise until tday, i had been feeling very .. (i emphasise) VERY emotionless abt all this stuffs for a VERY long period.

Am i normal?!

i am the sort who will put all my heart and soul to chase dreams, goals, interests & monetary satisfaction?!?!

Maybe...

i yearn to find satisfaction and meaning in life...

when we ur still young

Doing stuffs we like...

Chasing all the dreams we had in mind...

Never allow ourselves to feel regret in future...

Doing what we cant do when we turned old next time...

I can foresee 23 and 32 will be totally completely different

.... 23. Not a desirable number but yet a youthful symbolic right now?! =)



EndNote: Chase all dreams, be it big or small

Discovery - [PhotoS] SS501 Beijing Fanmeeting 31th Aug

Handsome and great snapshots of course NOT an exception

Enjoyyy !!!

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I <3>

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After eye-ing the boys, now, it’s time 4 us 2 say CHESEEEE !!!

mong7720 @ cyworld and (or) as tagged for all images

Teachers' Day

Today Teachers' Day. I am stuck at home watching the rain outside pouring and peeking at every1 blogs. Rare opp for me to slack and see what everyone been doing =p =p

Yestd there was this aces (workout)day and Teachers' Day concert. Once in a lifetime! Splendid! No classes and everyone ur busy doing workout and luffing the entire day. =))

This sat will be gg broadway for graduation photoshoot! Damn excited cz i will get to pose behind bookcases ah, flowerpots ah... blue sky ah... hahahha jk! If let me pose behind all these normal bkgds, i will bring my own props frm hm. All my exercise workout equipments!!! but i think it will turned out to be more of a advert than a photoshoot?! -.-

tml will be gg down to trim and rebond my hair. FINALLLLLLYYY. Its going to be the 4th anniversary of my fringe soon. I just hope my hairstylist wont disappear again like the other time. Looks like this time i shall call to make sure before i stepped out of my hse?!

Im going to find myself some entertainment. Shld i go out later? Buy sth? or see movie? LOL... shit! stop craving for popcorn!


EndNote: How long will it goes?