woah.. finally bk to listing where i had been disappearing this few days le!!! jus finished walking home from jurong point! yeah! this is the ist time i walk hm at night. but wib 2 of other friends of cz! we were jus chattin and sharing stuffs while we walk our way hm. wahahah.. its gd to have pple stayin near you =)) tday had gathering wib sec sch peeps at the ting tai feng follow by mac where i met SIM peeps at the mac.. plus vivian was there too! woah! but we din saw each other in e ist place >.<| food at ting tai feng was damn gd! and ex somemore! KNS! unfortunately.. din took any pics cz t think its kinda cheapo and silly takin pics at such eatery?! *roll eyes*

had poly gathering on saturdays and KTV on friday. my dad ish gg to tie me up liao. tml gg to get a guitar frm evan for my bro.. plus buy the stupid hair dryer! luckily my dad was at his highest peak of happiness.. gt this tang vochure frm him to sponsor my hair dryer! thursday new year eve tink gonna countdown with FL and lin jun jie aka ben! LOL. hahaha.. its jus that this guy whom i knew him when wking in OCBC event look alike to lin jun jie! but now hes fat liao~ so FL and me have been pestering him callin him fat boy and makin him run rounds!!! wahahahah~!

sch ish startin and i aint happie abt it lo! partly i miss my bed where i cld roll and roll till i wanna stop... and the stress-less days w/o havin to wry abt nth but money. lolx. =p gg out ish very tired but spendin money ur even more tired! KNS. my heart bleeds where i jus rebonded my hair again! ok! i still not yet botak~ thanks god!!!!! *from all the pulling and cramping* its flat and sleek stright with my usual fringe! hahahaz.. offically mushroom head! >.< nth special except no more pom-pom-effect. =p

i wanna make time stop and prolong the holidays to another 1 more mth!!!!!! *wishful thinking~*

我深深地相信有的事情, 是命中注定... 而且我真的感谢所有的每好事情. 一定要再接再厉! 不能力不从心. 只要自己更努力，幸福就一定hui在前方！！

Hope everyone module overload is successful TOO =)

the gers outing yestd was great as usual !!! and 路人甲 哈哈哈乁... my website project is finally done! and nw christmas ish coming! wow~! but will b cele at hm since my dad told me hes going to bar me at hm liao! Hes ordering some log cakes and stuff so wanna all of us to get jailed and stuffed ourselves. as usual, my dad loves to eat. pity my mum. gt to cook everyday. lol -.-

i was thinking shld i go for the bbq tml or nt! thoug its said to be a sec sch class gathering! but what i heard so far ish no gals go lol!!!! the organiser and all the pple gg are the guys! OMg~! how sia?!?!?!? dont go, i save $$$, if go, i damn left out and sian! *thinkin thinkin*

had upload a few candid shots to fb... heez.. and all the pic i posted for our gathering! have photoshop a bit here and there!!! wanna everyone look nice n cute in front of camera! Begone all the fugly tings on our face! hahahaha~ recently, i was kinda hooked on checking my bank acc. im waiting to get money to rebond my pathetic hair! ughs~!~! 我要钱, 钱 and 钱 plus 身体健康 of cz !!!!

I finally found this song! heard this aloud when passby a shop at bugis V with lp. and i bug the ger for it! =)) theres is cantonese for it surprisingly!!! OMG.. wilbert can sing cantonese so well!

狮子座终极完美分析

狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，他所拥有的爱情有的时候不是真的爱情，或者只是一种向往或者是自己的梦想，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。可是，狮子座的我们想想，仔细想想，你真的爱了吗？

真的象你说的那样的爱吗？ 究其根本，我们爱了，是因为我们爱自己，狮子座的人的自恋程度可以说是十二星座之首，他可以因为别人的崇拜的目光或者是弱势的态度而展现自己的爱和博大胸襟，但是，这不是纯粹的爱； 此外，狮子座的人很喜欢征服感，或者他不爱你，或者还不足够爱你，但是为了一份征服感，他或者会'爱'上你，以证明自己的非凡魅力，当然，狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。 狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人，我不知道别人是不是这样，我是真的这样的。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，

因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。 同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，这点我认识所有的狮子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。作为我，宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。 狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，

他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。 还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可能性，他喜欢为止的新鲜有趣的事物，如果你恰好具备了这一点，那么你和狮子座的人很配合。 狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有，

对于爱人的选择上，可能也会结合这个标准。 狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看，他们不喜欢做八婆和有损自己高贵形象的事情。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

i had just ended a small chat wib my mum on phone. Small chat. our talk consists of how she see pple bonded with money and how money parted along with pple. My dreadful cousin whom tuition me was part of the talk and i was shocked to hear some ugly fact abt him from mum. Someone whom i looked upon as my saviour of 'o' lvl math yet did those kind of things. It jus spoilt my image of him and how unhonorable he can be. despite being a NUS grad with 1st class honour! neverthless, mum was tellin me not to bear grudges. shes indeed generous. but i dont think i cld be like her.

words was ringin in my ears. "maximise ur holidays... maximise my holidays". i tot there's only 18 more days till hell starts. "is there reallie enuff time to maximise?!" haha~ lately busy tryin to org s6 gathering, moi 6 sense tells me it wont happen. cooperation wasnt there at all thoug i was bundled by my own troubles yet tryin to contact every1. the most i cld do is to do some meetups with individuals or hold smaller gathering then. for those who bothers to reply =) heartfelt words here ~ dont blame me if no one bothers to come out. im oreadi trained to be immune to accusation. =)

back to my trip picture. im soo soo soo much lazy to upload my entire self-proclaimed disgusting pictures or pics showing cute-ty underwears hanging above hotel ceiling. wahahaah. Intend to keep them safe. out from any reach but i have upload some appropriate ones in facebook. jus a few =) im lazy!

Some Q&A i had done online

01. How do you style your hair?
wash, blow dry. iron it stright if the wind thru my room window ur too strong. if can be bothered I pin it in a complicated style that involves 4 bobby pins.

02. What's new in your life right now?
Utter laziness, an uncertain future, suspicious sleeplessness and remearising my last cheapo but enjoyaable trip to china.

03. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Introvert. I will be extroverted for the first 2 hours, then i get tired and wilt in a corner nodding and smiling noiselessly at stupid stuff i heard.

04. What was the last book you read?
Shopaholic book but it was done thru laziness.

05. Do you nap a lot?
No but i sleep every morning on the train to school from boonlay to clementi. Or taking a stright bus to school. a whole 45min of sleep! To ensure that I get this much beloved rest, I do the kiasu thing to book last row back seat to aviod small kids. lol

06. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
spend a few days bithcing and cursing on the other party. dig out pictures to drool for the last time and then move on.

07. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
45 mins.

08. What classes are you taking right now? And if you're not in school anymore, what's your ideal job?
Business Theories, Marketing and a bit of finance. Be a chinese teacher in some pri/sec school showing off my hanyu pinyin knowledge.

09. Do you like to clean?
No.

10. Are you a picky eater? How Do you behave?
Not really but I'm picky for some. dont like raw fish and meat so dont really frequent jap restaurant that often. Hate seaweed and eating prawn/lobster/clam publicly cz my prawn will fly (90%). eat rice little cz then i cn stuff my stomach for other dish. =) Other than this, im ok. Hate to be stared or looked by others while im eating. will bluntly ask the reason for it or stared back at that person to spot the winner in the staring competition.

11. Tell me something good.
Its still holiday TML

12. Tell me something you hate pple to comment on you.
china, rich/spoilt kid, cute, money, weight, HAIR and blurness.

back to my work. 5 days left for me to complete my website. Confidence level over 80% =)

im back....

good times pass so fast! if only i cld 4ever stay and go to all e places i wishes... *fat hopee!* yestd went down to M1 to re-contract my hp since its reachin 2 yrs. as usual, drooling over all the display handsets and exclaiming "wa lao.. so ex!" and "omg... SOOOOO exxxx" etc. hp noob here!~ me doesnt reallie fancy fanciful and POWERFUL hp unless i struck lottery. jus buttons that allow me to call/sms, cam myself nicely plus little cool features satisfied le! but also sth that doesnt look like shit of cz. i cant imagine myself carrying a walkie-talkie ard the school screaming at the phone while adjusting the antenna! muhahahaa

eventually, i settle for this~ which costs me $148 - and i find it ex! soooo STUPIDLY BROKE. this $148 i cld do a lot of things manz... but the new hp looks preettier and nicer plus the function ur way way better than my old hp. HAPPIE HAPPIEeee. im a loyal switcher nw! from samsung to LG then to SONY Ericson's and now nokia. i loves nokia TILL 2010!!!!!

I chose e bronze! hehe its berrrrii nicceee =)) *i jus luv the bronze* Cheap and also good compare to those over $200 phone .. wahahaha keke

my china trip is quite rewarding! even thoug everyday i saw lots and lots of pple riding bicycle beside my tour bus. wahahaha.... hve brought one pair of black working heels and one white sandals over there. nt reallie very cheap sia! but reasonably cheap i guess compare to here. each pair still cost me SG$20.00++

before china, i was at KL and the hotel i honestly proclaim... its way better than hotels in china lor. in beijing, its 5*star hotel still lose to the 4*star hotel in KL. the KL hotel was a golf and spa hotel next to the beach and the window jus overlooked the entire golf course!!! wahooooo.. din took the pic down but its reallie reallie reallie verrrry niceeeee... the room is nice, the food is nice and the scenery is crappy nice! will post pictures in my next entry =)) during my KL trip, met belinda. the TCS one. nt anyone on the street called belinda. hahaaah she pretty sia! her eyes so big BIG ... had took pic wib her too! =))) had ta pao some gifts for my poly and uni gang. muhahaha.. see lar! nibei no money also dig out money to ta pao sth .... =B but gifts limited sia. whilestock last =p

tday my hse world war 2XXXXX again! -.-

went to doc wib esther jus nw to get some med! ...... norethisterone. some hormone drugs! Yupz!!!! im not tryin to make my hormone unbalance to be les or gay!

kekeke its for me delayin my period. cz my period ish gg to come within these few days! *oh nooooo* dun wanna spoilt e entire mood!!!! the doc ur crap. shooing me off within 5 minutes before stabbin my back with a bill adding up to $31.00 !

Est was tellin me the medicine original price was less than 2 bucks ley. she cn hlp me get discount if i buy frm polyclinic!!! (shes a pharmacist) *kill dat doc* i rem taking this med last time in poly and it work out pretty well! i gt mine XXX postpone to a week after and soon after i stop the med... the XXX comes. (censor! censor!) SO COOL. we gers can actually stop our period till when we feel like getting it!? she told me its harmless and its sth like taking macDonald once in a blue moon? provided nt excessive? shIOk ley! lets all take this ?!?! LOL haha~!

i think im quite suay in predicting these type of XXX tingy. when i dun wanna it come, it came. and when i wanna it to come, it wont come! and when im hesitatin will it come or not. it came! Heck it! wahooo... white shorts.. white XXX and more white XXX to wear. Carefree!!! manage to finish packin my luggage and my sis v. zai! shes off again for some choir concert at esplanade tonite and my dad was ranting at her! -__- War World 9999999 nw... >.<

tml i b off tml to 2 places till 13th i think!? *poppin bubbles* >.<>

PS: i realised GV popcorn reallie sucks recently. waste so much of my $$$ buyin it last time. jus as wad everyone saying! Shaw and Eng Wah ones ur reallie v. crunchy! and dun have dat tiny "seed" inside where i always litter on the floor? =)) oops

ahaha. ahaha. a little short circuit here. hA! i hve one gd news and one bad news. actually bad news isnt dat bad afterall but to me its kinda a bit of bad. ummm.. tokin nonsense here! Come Come my gd news! yeah manz. tday my grade was out and at last. i saw a smile frm my mummy!!!! aiYo. sound so pathetic here. only kw she always hav smilessss over my bro and sis grades all along! grrr... no choice! their grade is those every yr scholarship-type-pom-A-grade. how to compare with mine?!!? v.v.v. happie. at least. =))

3 distinctions and one high distinction =)))

one bad news~ my china trip ish postpone! ahhhhh~! but i will b gg KL tis sat and next wk then china. hope it will b a nice n beloved n fantastic. >.<